Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

Today was more preparations to leave. Nearly got screwed over by the bank though. That sucked, but it got worked out. I also remembered why I hate prissy barns. They have so many really dumb rules and take the fun out of riding. I love the kinda places where I ride, sooo laid back. I really came close to saying something to that woman, but held my tongue. Its that time of year where all the horses have thrown shoes as well. Chief and Luke are missing one each (farrier is coming tomorrow) and Chico was lame. But at least I got to hang out at the barn one last time. I love riding. I always realize how much I enjoy it when I come home and get to ride again.

Dinner with dad and the movie went well. Mom got tipsy and said she thinks I'm still depressed and need to up my meds but dad disagrees. I don't think I need to up them, I don't think I'm that bad right now. I have low points, times that are worse, but all in all I'm doing much better. I was good to have a relaxing night with the family. I spent the rest of the night after that packing. I have some more errands to run tomorrow and finish up packing. Its so close now. Two days. Weird huh? Still kinda unreal. I realized I forgot to complete one of the papers I was suppose to. I'm going to e-mail the study abroad office tomorrow and see if I can get it worked out. There's just so many papers from multiple places on campus and its so unorganized. I guess I knew that's what I was getting into when I joined a new major and knew I'd be one of the guinea pigs. It'll be good though. I'm looking forward to it. I love seeing other cultures and places. It'll be good for me. I feel I'm at the point where I'm ready to leave. I'm less fearful and more "let's do it!" Maybe its just the wine...