Thursday, October 04, 2007
So its been a pretty busy but pretty good week. I've felt pretty productive this week and have gotten a lot done (alot more still needs to be done though). We started pick up soccer on Wednesday nights which was a lot of fun. I enjoy playing, especially with people I know. Tuesday night house church was also really good. I always feel like I get a lot out of it there. I could say alot about that, but I think I'm just going to give a blanket post tonight. I'm barely staying afloat (on top of all the work) in my classes, but I'm less stressed about it now. Matt's been really helpful with that and I guess I'm also realizing that all I can do is the best I can and God will use whatever happens and wherever I end up. I can't screw up so bad that I fall out of His plan. I guess don't worry so much about messing up my own life, but messing up someone elses because I screw up. But I just need to trust that I'll be loved no matter what happens and that God is still in control no matter what happens. I'm really going to try to get back into the habit of reading scripture while eating breakfast in the morning. I was reading psalm 86 this morning and verses 11-13 and verse 15 has been my prayers. Its amazing how words from the past can resonate so well with us today. An undivided hear that I may fear your name.
It was good meeting Amy this morning. It was alittle awkward since it was teh first time I've had a full conversation with her, but it was cool too because we connected more than I thought. I hope to continue getting to know her better. And I really am so blessed with my roommates this semester. Everyday I realize it again. They're such awesome girls. ANd for me to say that, me who doesn't do well with groups of girls, is saying alot. I hope to hang out with Amanda more cause she's really an awesome person and also meet up with Min Young some. I think this is the first year my number of friends who are girls out number or are almost the same number as my friends who are guys. Crazy. Its going to be weird in May when people start to disperse. But the best thing about my life this semester is my closest friend. I'm soo amazingly blessed to be with him and so headover heels for him. Makes me smile just thinking about it.
It was good meeting Amy this morning. It was alittle awkward since it was teh first time I've had a full conversation with her, but it was cool too because we connected more than I thought. I hope to continue getting to know her better. And I really am so blessed with my roommates this semester. Everyday I realize it again. They're such awesome girls. ANd for me to say that, me who doesn't do well with groups of girls, is saying alot. I hope to hang out with Amanda more cause she's really an awesome person and also meet up with Min Young some. I think this is the first year my number of friends who are girls out number or are almost the same number as my friends who are guys. Crazy. Its going to be weird in May when people start to disperse. But the best thing about my life this semester is my closest friend. I'm soo amazingly blessed to be with him and so headover heels for him. Makes me smile just thinking about it.
