Tuesday, May 16, 2006
When it rains, it pours. So true. I hurt for her. Everything seems to be going so well and get better and then.... I don't know. I'll I can do is pray. Its still hard to see Dad cry though.
I did get to meet with Keri today, which was wonderful. Its good to see, its been way too long. Its wonderful to see her so excited. I'm looking forward to spending more time with her this summer.
I hung out with mom for the day. That was fun. Got most of what I need for Honduras done. Tomorrow will be all the last minute stuff. Actually... I haven't even started packing...
Dad left for the night before I could ask about Grandma. I hate that I missed him cause I want to know. Maybe I'll know by tomorrow...
The kitten is requires a lot of care now. When you really have to take care of an animal, you get even closer to it. I hope so badly we don't have to put her down. I'm afraid to be hopeful because the vet didn't sound too hopeful. But mom isn't even letting the possibility of her not making it enter her mind.
Two days til Honduras. Yay!! Hard to believe.....
I did get to meet with Keri today, which was wonderful. Its good to see, its been way too long. Its wonderful to see her so excited. I'm looking forward to spending more time with her this summer.
I hung out with mom for the day. That was fun. Got most of what I need for Honduras done. Tomorrow will be all the last minute stuff. Actually... I haven't even started packing...
Dad left for the night before I could ask about Grandma. I hate that I missed him cause I want to know. Maybe I'll know by tomorrow...
The kitten is requires a lot of care now. When you really have to take care of an animal, you get even closer to it. I hope so badly we don't have to put her down. I'm afraid to be hopeful because the vet didn't sound too hopeful. But mom isn't even letting the possibility of her not making it enter her mind.
Two days til Honduras. Yay!! Hard to believe.....
Monday, May 15, 2006
Ok Ok, I know I've neglected writing for awhile. Exams went fine. Started playing tennis again which has been fun.
I had a great week last week. Horse back riding...soccer...tennis...hanging out...movies...hard to say bye though.
It was good to see some people again Sunday. Odd. But good. The rest of mother's day was even odder. I realize again how different I am from the rest of my family. Business bored me and I have no interest in thousand dollar purses or who just got a new one. Dinner was awkward.
She was sick this morning. So was my cat. So between the two of them dad and I spent most of the morning cleaning up vomit. Fun. Lunch was good with Sarah Beth though. Its good to get to know her a bit before we board a plane out of the country together.... She seems really fun. It should be a good trip. The vet didn't sound hopeful about the cat though. I don't think I could bear to put her down though. She's just a kitten!! So sweet and so cute. I can't stand to hear her coughing. You can tell it hurts her. She doesn't even meow anymore cause her throat is so sore. Ugh, I hate crying. I've been doing way too much of that lately. I probably need to just sleep more.
I hope we get the news back about Grandma before I go to Honduras. We should. She gets the tests done on Tuesday to see if the cancer has matastisized to the rest of her body or if its localized in her lung.
Enough sad stuff. I'm meeting Keri to hang out tomorrow which should be fun. I've missed her. Greg and Courtney are driving up tonight to go contra dancing with me. That should be fun as well. I wish he could be up here to go with us. I'm so selfish, I miss him already. Three days until Honduras. I'm looking forward to it. I'm sooo rusty on my Spanish, but that's ok. I'm not nervous like I was before. I've been more at peace about it.
What day is today? Monday? I get so off in the summer, can't tell one day from the next. The weather has been nice though. Cool, but nice. I think I'll go for a walk with mom this afternoon. It'll be a nice way to help clear my head and help me take my mind off things. I'd rather go for a run...but I'm still sore from all I did last week, haha. Sad, huh. I'm that out of shape. Oh well.
I'll try to not neglect this once I get make and maybe I'll update once more before I leave. Who knows. Have a lovely day.
I had a great week last week. Horse back riding...soccer...tennis...hanging out...movies...hard to say bye though.
It was good to see some people again Sunday. Odd. But good. The rest of mother's day was even odder. I realize again how different I am from the rest of my family. Business bored me and I have no interest in thousand dollar purses or who just got a new one. Dinner was awkward.
She was sick this morning. So was my cat. So between the two of them dad and I spent most of the morning cleaning up vomit. Fun. Lunch was good with Sarah Beth though. Its good to get to know her a bit before we board a plane out of the country together.... She seems really fun. It should be a good trip. The vet didn't sound hopeful about the cat though. I don't think I could bear to put her down though. She's just a kitten!! So sweet and so cute. I can't stand to hear her coughing. You can tell it hurts her. She doesn't even meow anymore cause her throat is so sore. Ugh, I hate crying. I've been doing way too much of that lately. I probably need to just sleep more.
I hope we get the news back about Grandma before I go to Honduras. We should. She gets the tests done on Tuesday to see if the cancer has matastisized to the rest of her body or if its localized in her lung.
Enough sad stuff. I'm meeting Keri to hang out tomorrow which should be fun. I've missed her. Greg and Courtney are driving up tonight to go contra dancing with me. That should be fun as well. I wish he could be up here to go with us. I'm so selfish, I miss him already. Three days until Honduras. I'm looking forward to it. I'm sooo rusty on my Spanish, but that's ok. I'm not nervous like I was before. I've been more at peace about it.
What day is today? Monday? I get so off in the summer, can't tell one day from the next. The weather has been nice though. Cool, but nice. I think I'll go for a walk with mom this afternoon. It'll be a nice way to help clear my head and help me take my mind off things. I'd rather go for a run...but I'm still sore from all I did last week, haha. Sad, huh. I'm that out of shape. Oh well.
I'll try to not neglect this once I get make and maybe I'll update once more before I leave. Who knows. Have a lovely day.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Almost done!!! One more exam to go. The one today went surprisingly well, thankfully. Its weird to think about this summer. It feels so unreal and far off... but its not. Its always sad to see people leaving too. I know I'll see them in a few more months, but after seeing them almost every day, I'll miss them.
I really don't have much to say. The weather is beautiful...my cold is finally going away...nothing really interesting, lol. Oh! Stay is a really good movie. So is Eurotrip. They're good in different ways..but yea, both definitely good movies.
I feel like running, or playing soccer or playing tennis or toss a frisbee or something today... Just sitting around this week during the beautiful weather has given me an itch to want to do something. I'm half tempted to drive up to NC and horseback ride, but I'll be there in a few days anyway. But..I may have to drive up today or tomorrow anyway since I just realized my driver's liscense expires in two days...yea..not good. Oh well.
Have a lovely week!
I really don't have much to say. The weather is beautiful...my cold is finally going away...nothing really interesting, lol. Oh! Stay is a really good movie. So is Eurotrip. They're good in different ways..but yea, both definitely good movies.
I feel like running, or playing soccer or playing tennis or toss a frisbee or something today... Just sitting around this week during the beautiful weather has given me an itch to want to do something. I'm half tempted to drive up to NC and horseback ride, but I'll be there in a few days anyway. But..I may have to drive up today or tomorrow anyway since I just realized my driver's liscense expires in two days...yea..not good. Oh well.
Have a lovely week!
