Tuesday, January 30, 2007
I'm still loving it here in Spain but at the same time I'm a bit frustrated. And this is my place to whine, not so much to talk about all the wonderful stuff that does exist here but instead that parts that are hard. This place is for me to vent.
The only way to meet people is to go out at night to bars and discotecas, but those are the places I don't like to be anymore, especially not the discotecas. They were fun at first, but now I'm just [crap i just hit a button and lost all i had typed from that point on. go me.] getting sick of having to deal with some people. I meet some cool spaniards and get to hang out with my girls, but it just doesn't feel worth it to have to work so hard avoid other people. The bars aren't quite as bad, but sometimes can be. The catch 22 is that there is nothing to really do during the day to meet people. Hopefully the university bible study and soccer will help. Maybe that's the key, getting more involved in everything. I'm looking forward to my internship starting and maybe meeting people through that. Its also been hard cause my two good friends here have a lot of money, parents who are doctors and professors. They tend to get upset and not understand why I have to be careful with money. We discussed it yesterday and from now on I think it'll be better. I think they're understand better now. Yesterday was rough. I really don't want to talk about it. But Italy will be fun, I'm looking forward to it. It'll be a good break from here as much as I love being here. When I get back, I jump in full swing so that'll help to I think. Its just been a really quite last two weeks which have been hard and I haven't been sleep well, so maybe that's a large chunk of it. I'm off for dinner. Love you all.
The only way to meet people is to go out at night to bars and discotecas, but those are the places I don't like to be anymore, especially not the discotecas. They were fun at first, but now I'm just [crap i just hit a button and lost all i had typed from that point on. go me.] getting sick of having to deal with some people. I meet some cool spaniards and get to hang out with my girls, but it just doesn't feel worth it to have to work so hard avoid other people. The bars aren't quite as bad, but sometimes can be. The catch 22 is that there is nothing to really do during the day to meet people. Hopefully the university bible study and soccer will help. Maybe that's the key, getting more involved in everything. I'm looking forward to my internship starting and maybe meeting people through that. Its also been hard cause my two good friends here have a lot of money, parents who are doctors and professors. They tend to get upset and not understand why I have to be careful with money. We discussed it yesterday and from now on I think it'll be better. I think they're understand better now. Yesterday was rough. I really don't want to talk about it. But Italy will be fun, I'm looking forward to it. It'll be a good break from here as much as I love being here. When I get back, I jump in full swing so that'll help to I think. Its just been a really quite last two weeks which have been hard and I haven't been sleep well, so maybe that's a large chunk of it. I'm off for dinner. Love you all.
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