Sunday, November 19, 2006
hmm...what to say? I postd last week..well wrote it, waited to post it, forgot about it and shut downmy computer...so I guess it doesn't count as posting if it never gets posted. Nothing important anyhow.
So...I'm back to attending my classes which is good I suppose. I realized why it had become so easy to skip. Two classes the professors read straight of the slide, not adding anything to it, and the slides are online. One class is easy and I learned most of it last semester, and one class I learn better on my own. The last class I actually attended, the one time i missed i was really sick and what I missed ended up on the tests.... c'est la vie. But yea, back to going to classes. I don't think I screwed myself over at least. I just checked the syllabus and found out one professor has a strict attendence policy. At least its on I didn't skip much and I usually had a good reason. So I think I'll be fine. The semester is almost over! Happy and sad for that.
Speaking of next semester, I'm really excited and ready to be doing the red cross stuff. I wish I could start right now. I'm ready to be serving in some way. I mean, I translate at the clinic, but that's not often and there is a professional translator with me, so its not like I'm helping too much, only when it gets busy. It'll be good to work on my spanish too. I'm nervous about going too...I hate leaving people here. I'm almost afraid of getting close to any friends cause I'm afraid of coming back. I know, its dumb, I just don't want to get hurt, or feel really left out when I get back. Our study abroad person wasnt' encouraging about it either. Oh well.
Did you know, when I was little, everytime before we left the house as a family I would cry because I thought they all were going to leave without me? Yea...irrational and most likely annoying to my family. My family had never left without me, so there wasn't a reason behind it, just fear. I still get that way with people. Fear they're just going to move on and forget me. Irrational and pretty dumb I know, but its just a fear.
shouldn't have. Oh well.
I'm so happy for Sarah!
Hadn't thought about it before...darn, now I'm thinking about it...
One more test to go, then break and an easy week til finals. I'm excited about meeting Jud over break. I hear mom and Dad and her friends all love him. It means a lot to her that i like him as well. Charleston for the weekend. SO all in all should be easy and enjoyable. Its going to be rough for everyone else though so it may get pretty boring for me. Maybe I'll bake for people to cheer up there week. That's always fun.
Can you believe I'll be in Spain in just over a month?? Crazy, hard to believe for me. It feels so unreal, like something I dream and joke about but will never actually happen. He's going to visit me!! Funny, I'm excited about it and I'm not even in Spain yet.
Oh! I nearly forgot. Friday night I got to spend time alone with Brittany. Rare, because Jared or Gina are almost always there. It was so nice. She's very easy to talk to and we are very similar (which I had never known before this semester).
So...I'm back to attending my classes which is good I suppose. I realized why it had become so easy to skip. Two classes the professors read straight of the slide, not adding anything to it, and the slides are online. One class is easy and I learned most of it last semester, and one class I learn better on my own. The last class I actually attended, the one time i missed i was really sick and what I missed ended up on the tests.... c'est la vie. But yea, back to going to classes. I don't think I screwed myself over at least. I just checked the syllabus and found out one professor has a strict attendence policy. At least its on I didn't skip much and I usually had a good reason. So I think I'll be fine. The semester is almost over! Happy and sad for that.
Speaking of next semester, I'm really excited and ready to be doing the red cross stuff. I wish I could start right now. I'm ready to be serving in some way. I mean, I translate at the clinic, but that's not often and there is a professional translator with me, so its not like I'm helping too much, only when it gets busy. It'll be good to work on my spanish too. I'm nervous about going too...I hate leaving people here. I'm almost afraid of getting close to any friends cause I'm afraid of coming back. I know, its dumb, I just don't want to get hurt, or feel really left out when I get back. Our study abroad person wasnt' encouraging about it either. Oh well.
Did you know, when I was little, everytime before we left the house as a family I would cry because I thought they all were going to leave without me? Yea...irrational and most likely annoying to my family. My family had never left without me, so there wasn't a reason behind it, just fear. I still get that way with people. Fear they're just going to move on and forget me. Irrational and pretty dumb I know, but its just a fear.
shouldn't have. Oh well.
I'm so happy for Sarah!
Hadn't thought about it before...darn, now I'm thinking about it...
One more test to go, then break and an easy week til finals. I'm excited about meeting Jud over break. I hear mom and Dad and her friends all love him. It means a lot to her that i like him as well. Charleston for the weekend. SO all in all should be easy and enjoyable. Its going to be rough for everyone else though so it may get pretty boring for me. Maybe I'll bake for people to cheer up there week. That's always fun.
Can you believe I'll be in Spain in just over a month?? Crazy, hard to believe for me. It feels so unreal, like something I dream and joke about but will never actually happen. He's going to visit me!! Funny, I'm excited about it and I'm not even in Spain yet.
Oh! I nearly forgot. Friday night I got to spend time alone with Brittany. Rare, because Jared or Gina are almost always there. It was so nice. She's very easy to talk to and we are very similar (which I had never known before this semester).
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