Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

Its been a rough day. Alot of unexpected stuff just kept going wrong. At first the stress just made me kinda wired, but then I had two anxiety attacks today; thought those were a thing of the past. Its been about a week since my last one. For a couple of days they were a daily occurance. If you've never had one, they suck. I hope I didn't bother people at the movie thing being in such a funk... I guess I hoped it'd help to get out an be with people. In some ways it did and in some ways it was didn't. I hate it. I feel like I'm dealing with everything fine, then my body has to go and tell me that its not even if I think I am. It doesn't feel like things are that bad or that stressful right now, I don't understand. Just pray for me if you think of it.