Sunday, September 10, 2006
I guess I'll post a bit more since I don't exactly feel like starting on my homework at the moment...
Everything I plan falls through one way or another when its with people from Clemson. So therefore, I should never plan anything again. Wait..didn't I say that last time? So we didn't actually get to white water raft...we tubed instead. But that was fun. Got some food from home on they way back. Good times.
The party last night was fun, but I'm beginning to notice that I have my limits for large groups of people time. I can do it just fine for awhile, but eventually I need to either get away or spend time in a less packed area with just a few people. Brittany and Michelle are the same way, so we went for a walk. It was really good to talk to them and have some girl time.
Praise God! He took away the anger I was struggling with. I saw her for the first time in awhile last night. I am soo thankful to not have that anger inside of me; it was tearing me apart and I hated myself for it. I don't know what to do about the relationship though. I feel awkward around her and want to heal it, but she had told me to not talk to her about it. I don't know yet. Maybe I'll just let more time pass and see what happens.
I don't think anyone reads this anymore so I feel like I can be more open...cause now I'm truely only speaking to the ether. Ok, so there might be one or two of you left...but close enough to none.
So...I'm getting nervous. Its September, I have to have my student visa before the end of the month and they still have no clue what country they are sending me to. And, since I don't know which country, I don't know when I'm leaving or getting back, so I can't try to find a job for next summer or an apartment so I can start trying to change my residency.
I really enjoy spending time with him and am still crazy about him.
Tests start this week... I'm not as stressed as I should be cause the stress makes me actually do work. Speaking of tests, I should probably go study. Epidemiology. Its mostly statistics...boring.
Everything I plan falls through one way or another when its with people from Clemson. So therefore, I should never plan anything again. Wait..didn't I say that last time? So we didn't actually get to white water raft...we tubed instead. But that was fun. Got some food from home on they way back. Good times.
The party last night was fun, but I'm beginning to notice that I have my limits for large groups of people time. I can do it just fine for awhile, but eventually I need to either get away or spend time in a less packed area with just a few people. Brittany and Michelle are the same way, so we went for a walk. It was really good to talk to them and have some girl time.
Praise God! He took away the anger I was struggling with. I saw her for the first time in awhile last night. I am soo thankful to not have that anger inside of me; it was tearing me apart and I hated myself for it. I don't know what to do about the relationship though. I feel awkward around her and want to heal it, but she had told me to not talk to her about it. I don't know yet. Maybe I'll just let more time pass and see what happens.
I don't think anyone reads this anymore so I feel like I can be more open...cause now I'm truely only speaking to the ether. Ok, so there might be one or two of you left...but close enough to none.
So...I'm getting nervous. Its September, I have to have my student visa before the end of the month and they still have no clue what country they are sending me to. And, since I don't know which country, I don't know when I'm leaving or getting back, so I can't try to find a job for next summer or an apartment so I can start trying to change my residency.
I really enjoy spending time with him and am still crazy about him.
Tests start this week... I'm not as stressed as I should be cause the stress makes me actually do work. Speaking of tests, I should probably go study. Epidemiology. Its mostly statistics...boring.
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