Friday, March 10, 2006
Hmm..not much to say. We lost in the play-offs (both teams). Mono kinda caught up with my by Thursday...oh well. Classes are going well, its sunny and beautiful out which means I can't help but smile. And...Amy Brunson is back!! I missed her the last couple of weeks. Its felt like she has been gone even longer than that. Tonight I'm driving up to NC to see a play with Tara. That'll be some good girl bonding time. I feel really disconnected with the girls on the hall lately...I just feel like I don't really fit in with them or I'm really different. I dunno. I enjoy hanging out with them, but i don't really click with them too well... I dunno how to explain it. Maybe that will change next year when I'm living with three of them... We signed up for room assignments yesterday. I'm living in Calhoun with Gina, Brittany and Kalin. I don't know which one I am rooming with yet, but it should be fun living with them and getting to know them better (cause I don't really know them that well). Lunch with Brittany was good the other day, I think I'll really enjoy getting to know her better. I apologize to all you who I have snapped at this last week...although PMS is not a valid excuse for that...I was really PMSy all week...and with being tired plus mono...yea...probably wasn't a fun person to be around....
I keep praying God will give me passion, that He will help me to love, that He will help me to stop pushing people away from me, but I don't feel it. I have a desire to seek him, yes, and I enjoy getting into the word, but I am missing that passion, that amazement of who He is and what He has done. I mean, I know it, but I'm not living or completely feeling that passion which reflects it. I know if I keep asking, He'll be faithful and help me, and in the mean time He is trying to teach me something...but its hard...I want to be passionate and have a love for Him and others that's completley undeniable and flows over into every other facet of my life.
I'm also a little nervous about writing that english curriculum...I'm not sure if I'll have it done on time...and I need to raise money. I know that He'll find a way to work out both things, but its so hard to rest in that and not be nervous. It just feels like such a daunting task at the moment. I'm hoping to get a lot done over spring break, and then after school lets out I'll have a bit of time.
Oh, mice chew through everything and are crafty...especially if they are hyperactive from being on nicotine... I told my professor I wanted to strap parachutes on them and throw them out the window. He said I had to wait til after the experiment, but after the experiment he could think of a lot of funny stuff to do to the mice...including putting them in various people's rooms..I haver great professors.
Well, I'm off to open lab to study the arteries and veins of a dissected cat and a pig heart then off to a skills lab to practice doing health assessments on people and getting graded for it..then the weekend is finally here!!! Soo many people are going to be gone this weekend..it'll be weird, but that means I'll get a lot of work done (I hope) which is good because I have four tests next week and a paper due...Have a glorious weekend!!
I keep praying God will give me passion, that He will help me to love, that He will help me to stop pushing people away from me, but I don't feel it. I have a desire to seek him, yes, and I enjoy getting into the word, but I am missing that passion, that amazement of who He is and what He has done. I mean, I know it, but I'm not living or completely feeling that passion which reflects it. I know if I keep asking, He'll be faithful and help me, and in the mean time He is trying to teach me something...but its hard...I want to be passionate and have a love for Him and others that's completley undeniable and flows over into every other facet of my life.
I'm also a little nervous about writing that english curriculum...I'm not sure if I'll have it done on time...and I need to raise money. I know that He'll find a way to work out both things, but its so hard to rest in that and not be nervous. It just feels like such a daunting task at the moment. I'm hoping to get a lot done over spring break, and then after school lets out I'll have a bit of time.
Oh, mice chew through everything and are crafty...especially if they are hyperactive from being on nicotine... I told my professor I wanted to strap parachutes on them and throw them out the window. He said I had to wait til after the experiment, but after the experiment he could think of a lot of funny stuff to do to the mice...including putting them in various people's rooms..I haver great professors.
Well, I'm off to open lab to study the arteries and veins of a dissected cat and a pig heart then off to a skills lab to practice doing health assessments on people and getting graded for it..then the weekend is finally here!!! Soo many people are going to be gone this weekend..it'll be weird, but that means I'll get a lot of work done (I hope) which is good because I have four tests next week and a paper due...Have a glorious weekend!!
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