Monday, February 27, 2006
Mondays just always seem to feel long. The mono is on the decline though. Although I still feel tired and drained easily, I don't have to nap and I can get around and function fine. So, its much better.
Funny, I understand him teaching me physics so much better than the professor...
He got me thinking, are there people who never open up to anyone on a deeper level? Are there those content to keep all relationships simply on a surface level? How open should people be with others? I tend to pretend to be open. Flood people with some information so it seems like I'm completely open, but keep some stuff to myself. I dunno why. I don't think its possible to be completely open unless you completely know yourself. Then, being completely open takes spending a lot of time with a person. People are multi-dimensional, its hard to define a person simply. You can't just say they are like this.... Even married people tell you that they are still learning about eachother even after years. Partly because people change, but mostly because there is depth to a person. I also believe people were created for relationships. God is a relational God (He is three in one, He is relationship and of Himself). Also, there are biblical examples like the three guys in the book of Daniel whose names I'm not going to spell and I don't feel like looking up the spelling (Shadrack, Mishack and Abendigo?) who are never mentioned alone and even speak together. When times are hard, we are meant to have people around us to support us and love us. I guess you might be able to have that without having a "deep" relationship, but, yea. I don't know.
Also, I got thinking about why some guys I think of as "ok, they're good looking" but don't really catch my eye and its more of on the same level as "that person is wearing a blue shirt today" (in feeling wise not because that's why I think they're good looking). But the guys that catch my eye aren't really any more good looking than the other guys per se. Sometimes they are, sometimes they on equal levels. And, as far as I can tell, there aren't really any physical characteristics in common with them all. Instead, its more like a "x factor": something from the person's personality that spills over into there physical appearance and I see even though I don't know the person at all. There is just something about them that I can't define, but it makes them so much better looking to me. Yea? Am I making any sense? I don't know, lol.
Tonight is our last girls game. I hope people show up... I don't think we have any chance of making playoffs though unless a bunch of other teams kept defaulting (which with girls teams is possible but unlikely). It'll be fun though, cause its soccer :-) and soccer is wonderful
Funny, I understand him teaching me physics so much better than the professor...
He got me thinking, are there people who never open up to anyone on a deeper level? Are there those content to keep all relationships simply on a surface level? How open should people be with others? I tend to pretend to be open. Flood people with some information so it seems like I'm completely open, but keep some stuff to myself. I dunno why. I don't think its possible to be completely open unless you completely know yourself. Then, being completely open takes spending a lot of time with a person. People are multi-dimensional, its hard to define a person simply. You can't just say they are like this.... Even married people tell you that they are still learning about eachother even after years. Partly because people change, but mostly because there is depth to a person. I also believe people were created for relationships. God is a relational God (He is three in one, He is relationship and of Himself). Also, there are biblical examples like the three guys in the book of Daniel whose names I'm not going to spell and I don't feel like looking up the spelling (Shadrack, Mishack and Abendigo?) who are never mentioned alone and even speak together. When times are hard, we are meant to have people around us to support us and love us. I guess you might be able to have that without having a "deep" relationship, but, yea. I don't know.
Also, I got thinking about why some guys I think of as "ok, they're good looking" but don't really catch my eye and its more of on the same level as "that person is wearing a blue shirt today" (in feeling wise not because that's why I think they're good looking). But the guys that catch my eye aren't really any more good looking than the other guys per se. Sometimes they are, sometimes they on equal levels. And, as far as I can tell, there aren't really any physical characteristics in common with them all. Instead, its more like a "x factor": something from the person's personality that spills over into there physical appearance and I see even though I don't know the person at all. There is just something about them that I can't define, but it makes them so much better looking to me. Yea? Am I making any sense? I don't know, lol.
Tonight is our last girls game. I hope people show up... I don't think we have any chance of making playoffs though unless a bunch of other teams kept defaulting (which with girls teams is possible but unlikely). It'll be fun though, cause its soccer :-) and soccer is wonderful
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