Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

Maybe I'll go crush up a cup of apple seeds, put it in some water and drink it =-P Naw, I don't feel that bad. I get my spurts of energy and spurts of not so much.

By the way, the movie Sideways is not worth your time.

I really have nothing interesting to say. I just don't know what to do with myself at the moment. Everyone is either gone to Anderson or playing soccer right now or doing homework. So...after researching cyanide for awhile (courtsey of David) I'm kinda bored. Torture to not be out playing soccer, or any sport for that matter. I've never been good at the whole sitting still thing.

Hang on, need to go comfort my roommate.


Back again. Poor girl. Relationships can be tough. It's harder for her since she doesn't really know people here yet so she just sits in the room crying for the most part. I don't know her well enough to know how to cheer her up either. I offered to take her out for ice cream, only to learn she was lactose intolerant. I can't drink, so I can't take her out to a bar. I got her to go to dinner one night, but its hard to get her to do that even. We played raquetball once, which was fun. Technically I'm not suppose to do sports, but I might do that with her sometime if it'll cheer her up. Well.. if she lets me. Since she had mono really bad she's pretty die hard on me resting. She bought me a milk shake at chili's today =-) We get along, but I don't think we know what to do with eachother yet. We're so different and all. I dunno.

I was thinking of looking into the peace corp. I dunno. I doubt I'd do. But it'd be interesting to see what it was about. I was going to go the other day because I was a little early for my doctor's appointment and they were having a career thing in Hendrix and a peace corp representative was there. But I just didn't have the energy. I didn't understand why at the time... But I regret not going now. I hate trying to get info from web sites. Maybe they'll come back again this semester. Or I can just wait til they come back next year if they come in the fall semester. I dunno. Next week I definitely need to get off my butt and go to the study abroad office. If I don't get on that it'll be too late and I'll be screwed. I guess I don't really feel the reality of it yet, so I don't feel pressured to go get it done. It feels so far away.

Good news: although I won't get paid much this summer, I am getting a really good tax return from last summer, even after paying a bit back for my other job. Whoo! So maybe working at the bank is still paying off...

I'm rambling. Like I said, I really have nothing better to do at the moment. I did some homework. Spent half and hour researching cyanide for no reason, watched a movie. Yea, I feel useless, lol. OH!! I should call my mom and have her bring my yarn and knitting needles. Maybe I'll try my hand at knitting again. That's what I did the last time I was limited in my functioning (when I broke my ankle) since I don't deal well with the sitting thing. By now you're probably bored and hoping all shut up. But I don't write for you, I write for myself and getting stuff off my head, heart or whatever. And as Jonathon Ammons can attest to, I can write a whole lot when I'm bored. But I'll shut up now cause I got distracted on facebook.... Amazing what you succumb to when bored..