Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Good news: they didn't have to draw blood today. Bad news: they could tell me flat out that I still had mono and hadn't gotten any better from last week.
Good news: most of the pain in my abdomen is not from the mono. Bad news: it is from another problem which the test to "officially diagnose" royally sucks. I know cause I had it last year. This on top of mono = not cool. On top of it, I was nauseous and not feeling well all morning. I actually skipped econ to take a nap. A class I never wanted to skip cause its hard for me... then studying with Lee, after only 2 hours I wanted to drop, I couldn't focus and just felt awful. I hate how short my energy span is. Same with at house church tonight. I wanted to get up and leave at 10:30. I was so thankful that I got a ride back. I'm not sure if I woulda made it walking back. Yea, I'm complaining, I know. I have no right to complain, a lot of other people have it worse off then me. I'm just in a bad mood, had a bad day, had someone say something really hurtful earlier, am tired, and have a test tomorrow. Thankfully Matt said he'd teach me physics so I can skip class tomorrow and study. That helps sooo much. That extra bit of sleep (instead of waking up at 6am to studay before my 8am, I can get up at 7:30) will help a lot. A lot is on my mind right now. Alot that people would probably find offensive, so I'll probably just keep my mouth shut. I probably should have kept it shut before this post and not said any of this. Sometimes I think I'm being way too negative and just need to learn to keep quiet unless I have something positive or good to say. I know I should have kept my mouth shut earlier and I woulda saved the other person frustration. I just never know when to be quiet sometimes...
I don't know how to say it... look, disgust, smash, run, fall. stuck. I dunno..
Good news: most of the pain in my abdomen is not from the mono. Bad news: it is from another problem which the test to "officially diagnose" royally sucks. I know cause I had it last year. This on top of mono = not cool. On top of it, I was nauseous and not feeling well all morning. I actually skipped econ to take a nap. A class I never wanted to skip cause its hard for me... then studying with Lee, after only 2 hours I wanted to drop, I couldn't focus and just felt awful. I hate how short my energy span is. Same with at house church tonight. I wanted to get up and leave at 10:30. I was so thankful that I got a ride back. I'm not sure if I woulda made it walking back. Yea, I'm complaining, I know. I have no right to complain, a lot of other people have it worse off then me. I'm just in a bad mood, had a bad day, had someone say something really hurtful earlier, am tired, and have a test tomorrow. Thankfully Matt said he'd teach me physics so I can skip class tomorrow and study. That helps sooo much. That extra bit of sleep (instead of waking up at 6am to studay before my 8am, I can get up at 7:30) will help a lot. A lot is on my mind right now. Alot that people would probably find offensive, so I'll probably just keep my mouth shut. I probably should have kept it shut before this post and not said any of this. Sometimes I think I'm being way too negative and just need to learn to keep quiet unless I have something positive or good to say. I know I should have kept my mouth shut earlier and I woulda saved the other person frustration. I just never know when to be quiet sometimes...
I don't know how to say it... look, disgust, smash, run, fall. stuck. I dunno..
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