Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

took an online quiz cause i didn't feel like studying for anatomy. Yea Britt, I was just waiting for an Anatomy study-buddy right? Whatever =-P

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Yea, so I notice that now that I have more time, I tend to waste a lot more of it doing nothing. I need to work on taking the good time using habits from last semester and using it now so I can spend more time with people That's definitely the key of this semester. I really want to love my friends well this semester, even if that means not doing quite as well in classes. Speaking of friends, I had a blast hanging out with my new roomie on Sunday. We played raquetball for almost 2 hours. She's fun and slowly teaching me that not all Greeks are that bad. Yea, I've never had a high view of sorority girls before... But other than our sleep habits, we get along great. I feel bad for her though. I can tell that she's having a rough time adjusting to being here and misses her friends. The people I hang out with aren't...well...what's she's use to.

So much has been on my mind lately about just about everything. Spirituality, who I am, friends, relationships, classes, future past....I guess that's a by product of having more time. I think more. Its a good thing...sometimes. Tara and I agree that a girl left to herself thinking can sometimes be a dangerous thing. Reality can be warped or it can become more clear. So depending on the day and the circumstances, its a good thing or a bad thing. Today I started to read through Luke. I always avoided reading through the gospels because people always talk about them and read from them so it gets to the point where I skim over them out of habit because I've heard the story so many times. But it hit me today that I want to know who God is, not just how I should live. If I look to how I should like I'm missing the main purpose of being a Christian and replacing it with religiosity and good works. I'm missing it entirely.

Okay, gotta interject this: I don't have much of a sense of smell, but this dorm building definitely smells like gasoline right now and its getting to me... no, not making me high, just giving me a headache.

Speaking of headaches, anyone know what could be causing neck and upper back pain? It really has been bothering me. Sometimes it hurts so bad that it makes my head hurt and makes me dizzy. Alot of times I can't sleep well at night either. No, pain meds don't seem to help either. Oh well, maybe I'll suck it up and actually go see a doctor at some point. Not Redfern either. They'll just look at me with a blank stare, say they don't know and give me more codiene.

Intramural soccer starts tonight!! Meagan and I started a girls team names Cat Fight. We're definitely a motely crew but it should be fun. Our co-ed team starts playing tomorrow night. We're the Meatloafers....oh goodness....

Is it just me, or does this weather definitely not feel like January. Its nice, don't get me wrong, but I kinda wish it'd get cold again. But, I won't complain either way, cause warm weather is nice too. Its a beautiful day....yea, sorry, I won't sing that could get scary... =-P

Off to physics lab. whoo. (note that lack of enthusiasm)