Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

So yea...I guess I didn't do a good job of keeping this updated. Oh well, better luck next time. I feel so anti-social, like all I ever do is study. I really miss hanging out with people more, but that's part of life in college I suppose. At least the classes are interesting. And guess what?? I'm still alive!! Can you believe it? I'm actually getting better at balancing my work load and still have fun. Speaking of fun, the game Saturday was awesome, but so depressing!! We were so close! I really enjoyed going out to the apartments to see people. I need to try to get out there again and visit courtney and roy's aparments. Walking with Amy was wonderful, I love girl time. Yes, this is going to be a random stream of consciousness post. I'm tired so you can deal with it. =-) Tara and I have seemed to have drifted apart more. Its sad, but I'm slowly excepting that it happens and just hope that when we have more time we'll reconnect more. Our schedules are pretty different. It was good seeing my parents this weekend and the Framkes. They're fun to hang out with. Its so hard to make time to spend with God admist all that's happening. I feel bad cause I almost have to force myself to set aside time. Its just so easy to get focused on all that has to be done. God really convicted me with the story of Mary and Martha. It never said that Martha was doing stuff that could have been put off til later, but that she was doing "all the preparations that had to be made." I struggled with that for a bit. Was she suppose to put off the stuff that had to be done, or was God saying that He had different tasks for both Mary and Martha in that moment and the task (i hate using the word task cause its not exactly what I mean, but I don't feel like trying to think of another) He had for Mary was that she listen. Or maybe He was convicting Martha that He is more important than what we think has to be done. That's more of the idea I think it is conveying. But yea, still hard to do. I might get to go down to MS over spring break and help. That would be wonderful. I signed up, but I guess I always am afraid of getting my hopes up until I know for sure that something is going to happen. Well, i suppose I should get back to studying.