Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

Yea...I havn't posted in a long time. So long, that I havn't wanted to post cause I didn't even know where to begin. So...back in Clemson YAY! Its good to be back. I missed everyone here. Its weird though cause I'm so busy that I havn't felt like I've had to chance to reconnect with people. I'm taking 19 hours of classes and I just got a job as a health assistant under a professor working at english and spanish speaking clinics 10-15 hours a week. I'm excited and nervous. I'm afriad I won't have time to hang out with people between school and work and that would kill me. I have to have some sort of social connection or I'll die. I also had to choose to not fence this semester because I don't have the time. Sad, but not too bad. At least I still have Sunday Ultimate Frisbee and Monday night futbol. My classes are really interesting, but a lot of work. They're making me glad I chose the major I did. God has really been showing me my sin lately. Its hard to swallow, but a good thing. Hopefully He will continue to grow me over the semester. Just seeing how self-centered I am, how little I love the people around me, and how self-pitying and greedy I am is depressing. I need to remember his grace everyday, and remember that I can't change on my own, but instead trust that He will help me. He convicting me more about how my life is not my own and I need to live it in a way that glorifies Him and reflects Him to my peers even when sitting in my 8am class. So yea, that's a start. How about I leave it at that and we go from there eh? Sounds good =-)