Monday, August 08, 2005
Scared into Joy
Drum circles, movie, soccer, ice cream, randomness, blackberry cobblers...yea...another good weekend.
The wedding was beautiful but surreal. I looked down the row at the faces of those near me and was hit with a sense of deja vu, until I realized it was not dejavou but a memory. A memory of one year ago: "I give you the class of 2004". I feel too young to be here...
Seeing them again was strange in a way, but good. They were like strangers who sparks hundreds of memories in my mind. I didn't keep up with any of them, so it was a lot of catching up but good to see them. Remember when we swore we'd stay close? So much for that.
I felt bad for dragging him there, he didnt' know anyone. But maybe it was good for him to see...
Boy was I snappish this weekend. I apologize to all of you who I came in contact with and was anything but kind towards you. I didn't even notice how I was acting, but when it was pointed out... all I can do is offer my apologizes without excuses.
I'm going to miss the college group. Dont' get me wrong, I can't wait to be back at DCF and in my family group and microgroup with my gals, but....
I'm getting use to the idea of moving now. I went with mom to look at houses. Enough said. =-)
Did you know: I was far more wide awake and cheery after being scared awake? It was a wonderful and cheerful Monday morning at work. Gosh I'm strange sometimes!
The wedding was beautiful but surreal. I looked down the row at the faces of those near me and was hit with a sense of deja vu, until I realized it was not dejavou but a memory. A memory of one year ago: "I give you the class of 2004". I feel too young to be here...
Seeing them again was strange in a way, but good. They were like strangers who sparks hundreds of memories in my mind. I didn't keep up with any of them, so it was a lot of catching up but good to see them. Remember when we swore we'd stay close? So much for that.
I felt bad for dragging him there, he didnt' know anyone. But maybe it was good for him to see...
Boy was I snappish this weekend. I apologize to all of you who I came in contact with and was anything but kind towards you. I didn't even notice how I was acting, but when it was pointed out... all I can do is offer my apologizes without excuses.
I'm going to miss the college group. Dont' get me wrong, I can't wait to be back at DCF and in my family group and microgroup with my gals, but....
I'm getting use to the idea of moving now. I went with mom to look at houses. Enough said. =-)
Did you know: I was far more wide awake and cheery after being scared awake? It was a wonderful and cheerful Monday morning at work. Gosh I'm strange sometimes!
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