Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

What to say. It was good seeing you all again. Crazy in a way. Sorry if I sounded short on the phone, I was just disappointed I wouldn't get to see you. And there were those people. The ones who don't know anything about the situation and aren't suppose to know anything about the situation, but come up to me and ask "how's your sister?" in a way that I almost get the sense that they are only asking because they are curious to know what is going on. That's why they ask me and not my parents. It was sufficating to be somewhere where everyone knew something was wrong but didn't know what. Everyone had to give their tidbit to the mystery. I couldn't wait to leave, yet I loved being with you all so much that in a way I didn't want to leave. It was so good to be back at Grace. But it was also so good to come back to Clemson and hear "Ashley, come play!" yelled across Bowman, to play and hang out and no one trying to figure out what's wrong or fix it. Just enjoying hanging out. It was good to go home and be with people who knew me, but it was good to come back to where I'm not surrounded by people who think they know me. I'm not making sense am I? My parents were stressing as I left. My poor dog and cats knew everyone was leaving again and were constantly under foot wanting attention. It was a good drive back. Peaceful. Gave me a lot of time to think. I really do miss you all. I miss my family as well. It was good to spend time with them. I'm so excited about this week though. Texas! Yay! I know, I keep saying that don't I? Well, deal with it cause I'm going to say it again: I'm so excited!! Have a great week everyone!