Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Ugh. I'm sorry if I havn't been myself lately, I think the complete lack of sleep is finally having a toll on me.
Life's been good though, really good actually. Other then wanting sleep I couldn't ask for anything better.
I wrote something, a poem of sorts, but I don't feel like posting it. I don't think I'm thinking clearly enough to edit it. Now I must go and continue studying for my test and two quizes I have tomorrow.
Oh! But there is now so much on my mind! Serves me right for starting to blog late at night. But I got to walk up from the pit in the rain tonight. It was freezing, but the rain was so beautiful. There was something about it that is completely indescribable in the state of mind I'm currently in.
Hmm...got sidetracked and lost half of what I was thinking about.
God is so good. I don't know why he puts up with me, or how He can stand me somedays, but He never gave up on me and He's still leading me towards Him. He's changing me, slowly, but He is. So just have patience.
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm brushing you off. One, I've been tired. Two, I feel so stretched thin by trying to be there for everyone. Did you know crisis seem to only happen at night? Yea, a lesson I'm learning. Three, I'm self-centered. But He is changing me slowly. Please be patient and don't give up on me!
This must end! I must study so I can sleep! Good night.
Life's been good though, really good actually. Other then wanting sleep I couldn't ask for anything better.
I wrote something, a poem of sorts, but I don't feel like posting it. I don't think I'm thinking clearly enough to edit it. Now I must go and continue studying for my test and two quizes I have tomorrow.
Oh! But there is now so much on my mind! Serves me right for starting to blog late at night. But I got to walk up from the pit in the rain tonight. It was freezing, but the rain was so beautiful. There was something about it that is completely indescribable in the state of mind I'm currently in.
Hmm...got sidetracked and lost half of what I was thinking about.
God is so good. I don't know why he puts up with me, or how He can stand me somedays, but He never gave up on me and He's still leading me towards Him. He's changing me, slowly, but He is. So just have patience.
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm brushing you off. One, I've been tired. Two, I feel so stretched thin by trying to be there for everyone. Did you know crisis seem to only happen at night? Yea, a lesson I'm learning. Three, I'm self-centered. But He is changing me slowly. Please be patient and don't give up on me!
This must end! I must study so I can sleep! Good night.
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