Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

Ugh, somedays I forget that there are some foods I can't eat. Today has been amazing though!!!!!!! I woke up easily, ran to Java for breakfast and studying, met some people I knew, classes were great. We played scrabble in Spanish. Psychology was fascinating. The weather is awesome. I got to hang out with Meagan. Its one of those days exude this wonderful feeling. I sang on the way back from lunch. Well, not outloud, but in my head:

Life's a dance you learn as you go
sometimes you lead sometimes you follow
Doesn't really matter what you don't know
Life's a dance, you learn as you go.

Now I'm listening to Something Corporate and just being content. Matt, James, and David just left. We were all goofing off and watching online cartoons.

Last night was great. Worked out with Cynthia. Yea...definitly overdid it on the abdomen stuff. But it was fun to hang out. Punch bug! Running was wonderful too. I love running outside but I never do it by myself. I'm soo out of shape. I love having someone to run with and talk to. The water was awesome. The concert rocked beyond all else!!! I went liking the band, but now I really like them! (Jump Little Children). It was so fun going up and hanging out with all them. Teasing Roy about country, watching chealsea and amy and mary dance, pictures, Matt and Roy stuck surrounded by girls... The band was great and funny. Waffle house. I miss late nights there. Sitting and talking. Seeing them asleep on the back seat.

At the concert I enjoyed watching people. Seeing the girls singing and dancing. Amanda watching it more quietly than suddenly getting excited and whispering to Roy. Matt listening, enjoying it quietly, smiling with his eyes (or so it seemed). Roy listening quietly, now and than grinning and saying something to Amanda that would make her suddenly come to life.

I lost my purse last night. I couldn't believe I couldn't find it. I had to borrow money. It wouldn't been half so bad if I borrowed it from someone I know, but I felt really bad borrowing from Amanda cause I don't know her that well.

I can't get over how much he reminds me of you. It's scary, but awesome at the same time.

I love you people. I really do. I don't tell you that much do I? I'm sorry for not saying it more. I wish I could let each of you know how much I appreciate you, those who I've known for years and those I've known for months.

This is going to be a long post cause I wrote this next thing during English. I didn't want the people around me to read it or the professor when she walked by, so its in Spanish. Those of you who don't speak spanish, smile and read someone else's blog.

Algunos días siento como no puedo escapar el pasado. Es como mi sombra que camina conmigo todo el tiempo. A veces puedo verla bien y a veces no puedo verla. A veces está delante de mi, y hace mi camino oscuro con las memorías de días pasados (los buenos y los malos). Un día, traté de correr lejos de esta sombra. Pero en todos partes corrí, me siguió. Finalmente, me caí en la tierra y lloré: "por qué no puedo escaparse? Váyase! Tengo demasiados problemas en aquel momento sin los del pasado, sin deseas por otros tiempos que no puedan occurir otra vez." Mi sombra se sentó al lado de mi y me puso su braso alredador de mi, y dijo nada. En este momento, comprendí.

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Ugh, I don't think this is a good idea. I think its a mistake. There's no changing it now. Pray for me please. This could be bad and I'm scared.