Sunday, February 27, 2005
It was a good weekend. Turned out the way I the way I expected it to, but that's okay at least we know now. Saw I Heart Huckabees Friday. Good movie, made me think. I want to see it again. I like to see movies that make me think twice cause I usually get more the second time around. His house was like he described it, i saw the two stumps they used as a goal, all the soccer balls, the tire swing, the boys rooms upstairs... I like his house. It feels homey, and he has a nice family. Amy and I had fun watching them all interact. There is something neat about watching a faimly together. They seem close. It got Amy and I talking about our own families for awhile. Amy's become one of my close friends, my other as we say.
Taking down trees was fun, but I felt so useless. Had there not been so many guys, I would have liked to pick up an axe and at least try to use it. It reminded me of Emilia and I at Saluda fest and at Luke's. Good times. Do you still see faces? I hope you are well.
I tried. I really did. It made me want to give up and stop trying, but I know that is the selfish thing to do. I don't quite understand, but I'm trying, really I am.
We went downtown Saturday night. Marble slab, wandering. Beautiful park!!!!!! Talking, driving. I love just driving around at night with friends. Friends where its comfortable enough to just be silent at times and not be awkward. Pumba, Timon and Simba discussing life and the stars. The tree huggers tearing down trees. You're in my prayers.
Its not your fault. Stop feeling like it is. I know, I know, you don't believe me and wont' listen. You won't believe me that we still had fun either. Please smile.
Church was different from what I'm use to, but it was good and I liked it. I went to a Baptist church in Irmo, South Carolina. It would have been interesting you see your reactions had you been there.
There is so much on my mind, but so much to be done.
So gentle, kind, patient and caring we remarked. One day. Someday. I'm now beginning to see....
Taking down trees was fun, but I felt so useless. Had there not been so many guys, I would have liked to pick up an axe and at least try to use it. It reminded me of Emilia and I at Saluda fest and at Luke's. Good times. Do you still see faces? I hope you are well.
I tried. I really did. It made me want to give up and stop trying, but I know that is the selfish thing to do. I don't quite understand, but I'm trying, really I am.
We went downtown Saturday night. Marble slab, wandering. Beautiful park!!!!!! Talking, driving. I love just driving around at night with friends. Friends where its comfortable enough to just be silent at times and not be awkward. Pumba, Timon and Simba discussing life and the stars. The tree huggers tearing down trees. You're in my prayers.
Its not your fault. Stop feeling like it is. I know, I know, you don't believe me and wont' listen. You won't believe me that we still had fun either. Please smile.
Church was different from what I'm use to, but it was good and I liked it. I went to a Baptist church in Irmo, South Carolina. It would have been interesting you see your reactions had you been there.
There is so much on my mind, but so much to be done.
So gentle, kind, patient and caring we remarked. One day. Someday. I'm now beginning to see....
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