Tuesday, February 15, 2005
I wonder how far I can stretch before I tear. I feel like I'm close to finding out. What will happen if I'm torn? What is being torn like? What becomes of me after? Would I heal? I think I'm afraid to find out, but unable to stop allowing myself to be stretched.
Life is pain princess, and anyone who tries to tell you otherwise is selling something.
But life is also good, fun, insane. It seems to me that good and bad are all a matter of perspective. Life, most of the time in our daily lives, can seem bad or good often determined by a concious decision. Given, there are times when one extreme emotion overrides.
What is emotion anyway? We can control emotions. We can make ourselves feel a certain way. We can even change and controll our memories. If we can do this, are we contridicting who we really are? Are we replacing truth with lies? I guess to drift away from the memories, how do we know how we feel about something if we can choose how we feel about it?
The human mind is so complex. No wonder people go insane. Its so easy to create a false reality through false memories and chosen emotions and world perspective.
So what is real when it comes to emotions, or are they merely chemical responses to the environment? Are we creating reality or do we have a choice over our own reality?
I need sleep. I havn't slept in forever. Well, that's what it feels like. Good night all.
Life is pain princess, and anyone who tries to tell you otherwise is selling something.
But life is also good, fun, insane. It seems to me that good and bad are all a matter of perspective. Life, most of the time in our daily lives, can seem bad or good often determined by a concious decision. Given, there are times when one extreme emotion overrides.
What is emotion anyway? We can control emotions. We can make ourselves feel a certain way. We can even change and controll our memories. If we can do this, are we contridicting who we really are? Are we replacing truth with lies? I guess to drift away from the memories, how do we know how we feel about something if we can choose how we feel about it?
The human mind is so complex. No wonder people go insane. Its so easy to create a false reality through false memories and chosen emotions and world perspective.
So what is real when it comes to emotions, or are they merely chemical responses to the environment? Are we creating reality or do we have a choice over our own reality?
I need sleep. I havn't slept in forever. Well, that's what it feels like. Good night all.
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