Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Yesterday I wrote a happy post. I was in a great mood and it had been a great day. But my computer decided that it needed to give me a reason to be alittle less happy and lost my post. But today was a good day too, so take that evil computer!
I actually got to sleep in today because biology was canceled. I think I would have died if it wasn't, but I did get a lot done last night. Both my classes let out early. But none of that is what made my day. You see what makes me the most happy is to see people I know between classes. It's the little things: my roommate sneaking up behind me and tickling me while I was holding hot chocolate on my way to class, seeing Matt and Roy on their way to English and them stopping to talk. Stuff like that. A girl in my English class overheard the conversation and after first getting over the surprise that they were not in our class but still talked to me, she was shocked that I had never been out West. I'm definitly thinking I need to go out there this summer or spring break. It sounds awesome. But yea, that completely made my day.
I hung out with Chris this afternoon, played some pool, tossed a frisbee. Its....well...a bit better. But still weird cause he doesn't talk. Yea, I know, I talk a lot, but I really get tired of trying to come up with things to talk about after awhile, so its hard to be around him for a long period of time. But we still had fun and it was better then before.
Fencing was fun. "Kelly, Ashley, push ups now." Kelly and I looked at eachother shrugged, and dropped to do them. "What are you doing? Get off the ground!" Fickle coaches =-P
"Two in the hand, one in the mouth, that's Joel's motto" as Joel tried to catch three tenis balls, one in the mouth.
Mitchell balancing his epee on his chin.
A bunch more jokes that have to be censored so much that they are unpostable (yea...interesting people).
I worked out and ran with Kelly after, which was fun.
OH!!! James and Michael taught me how to play halo!! It was fun!! I'm so terrible that is was funny. What fun!
Now I'm chilling, hearing various random shots and bangs from the dorm room across from me while they're having a "party". James and Robert are watching the Daily show in here. Oh! James broke our futon. It's soo funny! James weighs less then me (well, almost, he's really thin), and right before he sat down three guys had been sitting on it. They get up, James sits down and all four boards snap. "James, get you're fat butt off our futon" some said. How ironic.
Yea, I know, all I typed was events, nothing personal or how I am doing. Personally, I'm doing good except for that one ongoing, confusing situation. Also, I feel God pulling at my heart, but I'm so apathetic when I comes to spending time with him. I'm also struggling with trusting him with every aspect of my life. I'm such a control freak sometimes. There are just somethings that I want to handle on my own. There are also two of my friends going through a really hard time. Its just so hard to see them going through that. It kills me because I want to do something to help, but there isn't anything I can do. One I talked to for a long time today. I just wanted to ask God if he hadn't already been through enough this year without adding this on top of it. But He reminded me that He has a plan, and who am I to question what is good for him. But yet again, that whole liking to be in control issue is getting in the way again. But life for me is good. I'm happy and enjoying it and learning to trust God more.
Wow, this was a long post. Good night.
I actually got to sleep in today because biology was canceled. I think I would have died if it wasn't, but I did get a lot done last night. Both my classes let out early. But none of that is what made my day. You see what makes me the most happy is to see people I know between classes. It's the little things: my roommate sneaking up behind me and tickling me while I was holding hot chocolate on my way to class, seeing Matt and Roy on their way to English and them stopping to talk. Stuff like that. A girl in my English class overheard the conversation and after first getting over the surprise that they were not in our class but still talked to me, she was shocked that I had never been out West. I'm definitly thinking I need to go out there this summer or spring break. It sounds awesome. But yea, that completely made my day.
I hung out with Chris this afternoon, played some pool, tossed a frisbee. Its....well...a bit better. But still weird cause he doesn't talk. Yea, I know, I talk a lot, but I really get tired of trying to come up with things to talk about after awhile, so its hard to be around him for a long period of time. But we still had fun and it was better then before.
Fencing was fun. "Kelly, Ashley, push ups now." Kelly and I looked at eachother shrugged, and dropped to do them. "What are you doing? Get off the ground!" Fickle coaches =-P
"Two in the hand, one in the mouth, that's Joel's motto" as Joel tried to catch three tenis balls, one in the mouth.
Mitchell balancing his epee on his chin.
A bunch more jokes that have to be censored so much that they are unpostable (yea...interesting people).
I worked out and ran with Kelly after, which was fun.
OH!!! James and Michael taught me how to play halo!! It was fun!! I'm so terrible that is was funny. What fun!
Now I'm chilling, hearing various random shots and bangs from the dorm room across from me while they're having a "party". James and Robert are watching the Daily show in here. Oh! James broke our futon. It's soo funny! James weighs less then me (well, almost, he's really thin), and right before he sat down three guys had been sitting on it. They get up, James sits down and all four boards snap. "James, get you're fat butt off our futon" some said. How ironic.
Yea, I know, all I typed was events, nothing personal or how I am doing. Personally, I'm doing good except for that one ongoing, confusing situation. Also, I feel God pulling at my heart, but I'm so apathetic when I comes to spending time with him. I'm also struggling with trusting him with every aspect of my life. I'm such a control freak sometimes. There are just somethings that I want to handle on my own. There are also two of my friends going through a really hard time. Its just so hard to see them going through that. It kills me because I want to do something to help, but there isn't anything I can do. One I talked to for a long time today. I just wanted to ask God if he hadn't already been through enough this year without adding this on top of it. But He reminded me that He has a plan, and who am I to question what is good for him. But yet again, that whole liking to be in control issue is getting in the way again. But life for me is good. I'm happy and enjoying it and learning to trust God more.
Wow, this was a long post. Good night.
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