Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

It's 5:30 am, so I may as well stay up a bit longer and update. I guess I havn't been updating much, cause when I think of something to update about, I wind up talking about it to a friend then don't bother to write it here. Oh well. It's been awesome being back and getting to know people. I'm finally getting to know people on a deeper level. The conversations have been awesome and have really stretched me with things that I hadn't thought of before and make me realize how little I really know. Faith wise I'm doing better. No, I'm still struggling with apathy, but God is really tugging my heart back to Him. Its amazing that He doesn't give up on me, cause I sure deserve to be given up on. I'm feeling kinda torn right now. I have too many groups of people that I want to hang out with and I keep having to choose which one to hang out with. I hate that, the choosing. I'm close to a couple in different groups. I'm going to continue making this one long run on paragraph cause I don't feel like using my brain. Ice skating was fun today. We played tag on ice, sooo awesome. Yea...I know I need to deal with it, I'm just afraid to open that box but thank you for the advice and empathy.