Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

I have the worlds greatest roommate. I made it for awhile about crying, until she hugged me and then I just fell apart. She kept telling me that it wasn't my fault, but I still feel like a b*tch. To see him hurting so much and to know its because of me was more then I could handle. Tara just hugged me. She is wonderful. James came too and I talked to the two of them for awhile. But the best part was Matt, Roy, and Ryan all coming in. They helped to take my mind off everything which was fun. Robert's birthday party was great!! Wonderful food and great people. I was able to get my mind off everything and really enjoy being with people. I was so glad that Doug went and we all got to spend time with him before he leaves. I'm going to miss him so much. It was also great to have that special time for Robert. He's such an awesome person. I wish you could all know him. He and Doug were the two I was closest to last semester. Sitting on the floor in a head/foot/back massage circle just talking at Robert's house was wonderful. I felt so happy and like spaggetti. Today I woke up feeling like crap remembering what happened yesterday. His away message didn't help. Tara hugged me before I started to cry again. But the snow helped get my mind off it. On the way to lunch (yea, I slept in) Robert, Ryan, McAlister, Brittney, Kalin and I played in the snow. Some of us had a bit of a snow ball fight. At the dining hall they gave us trays to sled on. So Mark, James, Ryan, Kalin and I went sledding all over campus. It was wonderful and sooo fun!!! It worked better then I thought!!! Talk about good times. My friends are great!!!! I'm really glad I have them. So, yes, I still hurt everytime I think of him, but at the same time I'm enjoying being with people and enjoying the snow and everything. LET IT SNOW!