Tuesday, January 18, 2005
FRUSTRATION!!!!!!! Dumb stupid major requirements. Not only will I not have enough time to take the courses I want, but if I have any hope of not having to go an extra semester, I'm going to have to kill myself during the year and take classes over the summer. Realization sucks. Come to find out, PT requires a lot more then my first advisor originally told me. That on top of my L&IH requirements = AHHH! Now that I realize it, all the class I need are already closed, so I can't even add anymore to help out. And guess what else? The classes that I thought could count for both, a couple of those won't. Insanity. Okay, I'm done venting.
I fell asleep in a friend's room last night. I'd feel guity, but I'm too tired to. I don' t think I slept long, but I'm not sure. Thankfully no one did anything mean to me. =-)
I'm glad I'm making deeper friendships here. But I'm starting to feel alittle like I neglect some when I hang out with others. Like there are too many that I want to hang out with and its not physically possible to do so, which sucks.
Speaking of friends, I got to hang out with Kelly today. My stats class let out early, so we sat in the library with coffee and sushi and talked. I love stuff like that. Little moments in the day when you can just sit and enjoy being with a friend. Not the chaos of a big group. I love big groups of people, but there is something I love about one on one time, or small group time with friends. Am I rambling? I think I am. But I have something else on my mind. Well, alot on my mind, but since I'm procrastinating on reading my psych, I may as well talk about that.
In my psych book, there was this woman who use to what her little brothers and sisters and write notes on how they interacted and changed. It made me think of kindergarden. Somedays I'd go play with all the other little kids, but there were times when I chose not too. I enjoyed sitting on this hill that looked over the playground and just watching and listening to them. Seeing who played with whom, what they did, and all that stuff. I can still remember some of it, lol. I was a weird kid I guess. I didn't do anything like that again until sixth grade when I switched to a private school. I became sorta quiet (mostly since people wouldn't talk to me =-P ) and just watched. I still remember a lot that I noticed from then as well. You learn so much by stepping back and watching. Now that you all see how insane I am, I better get back to work.
I fell asleep in a friend's room last night. I'd feel guity, but I'm too tired to. I don' t think I slept long, but I'm not sure. Thankfully no one did anything mean to me. =-)
I'm glad I'm making deeper friendships here. But I'm starting to feel alittle like I neglect some when I hang out with others. Like there are too many that I want to hang out with and its not physically possible to do so, which sucks.
Speaking of friends, I got to hang out with Kelly today. My stats class let out early, so we sat in the library with coffee and sushi and talked. I love stuff like that. Little moments in the day when you can just sit and enjoy being with a friend. Not the chaos of a big group. I love big groups of people, but there is something I love about one on one time, or small group time with friends. Am I rambling? I think I am. But I have something else on my mind. Well, alot on my mind, but since I'm procrastinating on reading my psych, I may as well talk about that.
In my psych book, there was this woman who use to what her little brothers and sisters and write notes on how they interacted and changed. It made me think of kindergarden. Somedays I'd go play with all the other little kids, but there were times when I chose not too. I enjoyed sitting on this hill that looked over the playground and just watching and listening to them. Seeing who played with whom, what they did, and all that stuff. I can still remember some of it, lol. I was a weird kid I guess. I didn't do anything like that again until sixth grade when I switched to a private school. I became sorta quiet (mostly since people wouldn't talk to me =-P ) and just watched. I still remember a lot that I noticed from then as well. You learn so much by stepping back and watching. Now that you all see how insane I am, I better get back to work.
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