Tuesday, October 05, 2004
It has been such a wretched day!!!!!!! Worse than I expected.
First, my professor tears me apart in the debate again today (although the bioethics expert speaker complimented me on what I had said after class). The debate counted as a quiz grade, and if his distaste for what I said shows up in my grade, I will no be happy.
Than, after struggling through half a semester in Calculus 2, I found out that I do not need any calculus for my major or any major I am even considering. This would have been helpful information during my advising meeting over the summer when I was getting ready to sign up for classes. But now its too late to drop without getting a W. Although W's aren't bad, it will not look the best if I want to go to medical school. Also, after I have worked this hard and gotten this far it would suck to drop it. But if I don'r drop it, I'll be cutting it close to keep my scholarship and I spend 2 to 3 hours a day on calculus stuff outside of class. I have until Friday to decide what I'm going to do. When I found out, I just went back to the dorm and cried. I don't deal with stress well, and it was either cry or throw stuff across the room and I do not believe my roommate would have appretiated the second.
Also, since my advisor was late for the meeting and the meeting took so long, I didn't get to do half as much studying as I needed to get done. Looks like I'll be up until 4am....again. Sunday night, I didn't get back to my dorm until 3am. When I got back, there were people in it talking. They refused to leave until 4am. I thought I was going to strangle someone.
My knee was doing so well that in practice last night, I tried to do the deep lunges again and bout normal. It didn't hurt yesterday, but today I nearly didn't make it up the stairs of Martin to my calculus class (that I shouldn't be going to anyway cause I don't need it!!!!!!!! Can you tell I'm mad about that?). That's just so frustrating. Will the dumb thing ever heal!!!!
Not to mention this weekend is turning into a complete mess. I don't know what to do. Arg.
Since I'm on a rant already, I'll just add a few less significant items. The woman who gave me a shot today at Redfern missed and hit a nerve. My whole arm crapped up and was sore for half an hour. That may not seem like a long time, but after you received a shot in a nerve it feels like forever.
I don't see how I'm going to get all my homework done. Yes, I know I'm saying that while wasting time blogging, but I dont' have enough time to start on homework and get anything accomplished before leaving for fencing.
Have I mentioned yet that I'm in a class wasting time when I don't have to?
Well, I guess I should shut up and go get ready for fencing.
First, my professor tears me apart in the debate again today (although the bioethics expert speaker complimented me on what I had said after class). The debate counted as a quiz grade, and if his distaste for what I said shows up in my grade, I will no be happy.
Than, after struggling through half a semester in Calculus 2, I found out that I do not need any calculus for my major or any major I am even considering. This would have been helpful information during my advising meeting over the summer when I was getting ready to sign up for classes. But now its too late to drop without getting a W. Although W's aren't bad, it will not look the best if I want to go to medical school. Also, after I have worked this hard and gotten this far it would suck to drop it. But if I don'r drop it, I'll be cutting it close to keep my scholarship and I spend 2 to 3 hours a day on calculus stuff outside of class. I have until Friday to decide what I'm going to do. When I found out, I just went back to the dorm and cried. I don't deal with stress well, and it was either cry or throw stuff across the room and I do not believe my roommate would have appretiated the second.
Also, since my advisor was late for the meeting and the meeting took so long, I didn't get to do half as much studying as I needed to get done. Looks like I'll be up until 4am....again. Sunday night, I didn't get back to my dorm until 3am. When I got back, there were people in it talking. They refused to leave until 4am. I thought I was going to strangle someone.
My knee was doing so well that in practice last night, I tried to do the deep lunges again and bout normal. It didn't hurt yesterday, but today I nearly didn't make it up the stairs of Martin to my calculus class (that I shouldn't be going to anyway cause I don't need it!!!!!!!! Can you tell I'm mad about that?). That's just so frustrating. Will the dumb thing ever heal!!!!
Not to mention this weekend is turning into a complete mess. I don't know what to do. Arg.
Since I'm on a rant already, I'll just add a few less significant items. The woman who gave me a shot today at Redfern missed and hit a nerve. My whole arm crapped up and was sore for half an hour. That may not seem like a long time, but after you received a shot in a nerve it feels like forever.
I don't see how I'm going to get all my homework done. Yes, I know I'm saying that while wasting time blogging, but I dont' have enough time to start on homework and get anything accomplished before leaving for fencing.
Have I mentioned yet that I'm in a class wasting time when I don't have to?
Well, I guess I should shut up and go get ready for fencing.
Comments:
hey, how's it going on the calculus dilemna? (sp?) "w" drops are NOT then end of the world....and they can be the beginning of major, major rest and peace. don't stress too much over it, you'll be fine either way---praying for you,
kbr
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: October 8, 2004 at 1:10 PM
: October 8, 2004 at 1:10 PM