Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

I didn't realize how emotionally stressed I was until I started talking. I deal with things by putting them out of my mind, so I never realized how much junk had built up. I'm scared ya know. No, I have friends and they are awesome, it's not that... it's....

Oh well. Now I don't even have my stress reliever though. The doctor has banned me from running (stupid injured ligaments in my knee) and I can't horse back ride. At least I still have fencing. I'd go crazy if I didn't. I'm allowed to fence as long as I'm really careful when I lunge. Yea... a sabre being careful while lunging.... Talon made be promise him twice that I'd be careful since there are only four girl sabres. My knee gave out in practice last night. It was so wierd though. When it happened I was expecting and hoping that no one noticed, but when I looked up, all the epees and sabres had stopped dead in the middle of their bouts and were looking at me with shock and worry. Come to find out a girl last year really messed up her knee when she fell while fencing.

House church was good tonight. Our family group split into a girls group and a guys group and we just shared how life has been going and prayed for one another. I really needed that. It was also so wonderful to get to hang out with just girls. I don't get to do that much.

Well, I should stop rambling now or I'll go on forever about nothing at all. If you don't believe me, ask Ammons. =-)