Saturday, April 17, 2004
One of the greatest feeliings is running until you feel like you can't run any further or you'll not be able to take another breathe or your muscles will give out, than pushing on, going further, and finishing to the goal you originally set. I love running. I forgot how much I loved to run because I havn't run as much this year as I use to. I will never again take the ability to run for granted.
Its interesting, fun, and very sad finding out where we seniors are going to college next year. Most all of you know that I'm going to Clemson. Even though I know that's where I want to go, I still second guess myself everyday. Something, usually something that someone says, makes me wonder if I'm sure that I am making the right decision. I'm scared about making the wrong choice and being miserable (even though I know that I can trust the Lord, that He has given me the desire to go there and all that stuff). I'm scared because I don't know what its going to be like and there are none of my friends there. It's going to be so different than what I'm use to. So although I'm excited and looking forward to change and a chance to start over, I'm nervous. It really does not help when people make fun of the Clemson. When people make fun of it, it brings us all those fears. I know that they're just joking, but please just give me time to get use to the idea of going there.
I'm sorry for getting frustrated with a couple of you last night. I just can't stand people looking at me with that look of pity. I don't know why, but it really really bugs me. So I'm sorry for snapping at you. Alot of things have been on my mind lately. My frustration before the game did not have much to do with my ankle.
I suck at pool, but it would be fun to get good at it.
I love spring!!!
Swing dancing is fun!!
Okay, umm... wow, I'm getting random.
Its interesting, fun, and very sad finding out where we seniors are going to college next year. Most all of you know that I'm going to Clemson. Even though I know that's where I want to go, I still second guess myself everyday. Something, usually something that someone says, makes me wonder if I'm sure that I am making the right decision. I'm scared about making the wrong choice and being miserable (even though I know that I can trust the Lord, that He has given me the desire to go there and all that stuff). I'm scared because I don't know what its going to be like and there are none of my friends there. It's going to be so different than what I'm use to. So although I'm excited and looking forward to change and a chance to start over, I'm nervous. It really does not help when people make fun of the Clemson. When people make fun of it, it brings us all those fears. I know that they're just joking, but please just give me time to get use to the idea of going there.
I'm sorry for getting frustrated with a couple of you last night. I just can't stand people looking at me with that look of pity. I don't know why, but it really really bugs me. So I'm sorry for snapping at you. Alot of things have been on my mind lately. My frustration before the game did not have much to do with my ankle.
I suck at pool, but it would be fun to get good at it.
I love spring!!!
Swing dancing is fun!!
Okay, umm... wow, I'm getting random.
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