Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

Behind Blue Eyes

Smiling, confident, outgoing

~Do they see the fear in my eyes, are they so
decieving?~

I'm doing good.

~This time I cannot disguise
all the doubt I'm feeling.~

How are you? I wanted to say everything, the truth. I'm alright.

~I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is there anybody here I know?
Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone.~

How does one work up the courage to say: "I'm terrified."

~Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind.~

But I just turned and walked away.

~And if I can I'll pretend I'm alright all by myself
If you love me as I am I'll put my pride on the
shelf.
If I can I'll pretend I'm alright all by myself
I'd rather drown than take your hand, its the
way I am.~

Please don't give up on me yet.