Ramblings of a Wandering Luney

Ever feel that there was something that you hoped existed, came to believe it didn't exist then found that it did? And when you finally found that it did, instead of being happy that it existed, you're saddened and pained because it feels like something that you'll never have. Before you never cared because you didn't think it existed, but now you know it exists and you feel the loss. Ah, such is life.

I think I'm going to try to get off caffine for awhile (yes, that means coffee too). I feel really sick, dizzy and shakey and my pulse shoots up whenever I drink coffee lately. Not a good feeling. So I'm going to go off it and see if that helps. I am going to miss coffee!!

I hate computers.